depression

What is depression?

“depression is living in a body that fights to survive and a mind that wants to die.”depression isn’t always crying your mascara off in the shower and playing sad songs in bed.Sometimes depression its not wanting to talk to anyone for days and other times its despretly needing to be around with people.Sometimes depression is having no appetite even though you havent eaten yesterday and sometimes its eating evreything you have in the fridge,Depression isnt a loved one holding you and telling you thats its going to be okay.Its sitting across the table,not eating,having them to ask you whats wrong and knowing that you’re ruinig their nights beacause you can’t seem to snap out of it and just be happy.Its the furstrating feeling of despretly wanting to enjoy something and just be normal for once,its keeeping things a secret from the people you love because you dont want them to look at you like you’re broken-midnight thoughts.”People think I’am lying about being hurt because they see me laughing,But actually.I laugh to keep myself from cying”This qoute is not by me,so dont worry:)

“The worst kind of sad is not being able to explain why”

If you look at her closley,you can see that,every now and then,she turns away from her group of frendis,her smile falters,and she becomes another person for a few seconds,a sad person,a person who is broken and damged,and after a few depressing seconds,she goes back to her frenid group,smiling and joking around,she almost looks like she is actually happy,but if you look at her closely,you can see how spuurious her smile really is,and you can relaize all the wreckage behind her fake smile.”I am the ugly sister,I’am the horrible daughter,I’am not even the sond choice,I’am the ‘leftover’ I’am not the clever one,I’am not the skinny one,I’am the talentless one,I’am the why are you even here?I am not god enough.”

A girl who once beleived in magic,miracles,happiness,true frendiships,love,fairytales and all this silly stuff,now doesnt even beleive in her self”

Sucide isnt always the answer,in our relegion,suciude is not encourged,if you even cut yourself from anxiety or depression,allah wont like it and you will go to hell,but people dont understand that,I’ve seen people who have gone through depression and cut them selfs for stupid reasons,sucidue isnt the answer,what will happen if you cut yourself,will anything even get better?,no seriously will it?,

The sad thing is,”suicide dosent end the pain,it just passes it on to someone else.”A person came by and wrote”this quote is the only reason i am still here

depression makes you do alot of things,faking a smile is so much easier than explaining why you are sad.”Are you okay?”

No,I’m noy.Not at all.I’m depressed.I have anxiety.My biggest fear is rejection.I want to tell someone.Mabey I should tell you.I need someone to hug me,tell me its all gonna be okay,I want to tell someone,I want to spill the out evreything.But if i tell you and you reject me? What if you think I’m asking for attention?

“I’am fine,just tired.Thanks though.”

“when shes upset,she shuts her self down,she has no motivation for anything,I tell myself nobody cares,even though she knows some do,she thinks about all the negative thoughts,she could possiably think of.”

“I want to be happy but something inside me screams that I dont deserve it”-M.R

THE REAL MEANIGS OF WORDS EXPLAINED 

I’AM FINE=I’M NOT.PLEASE HELP ME

I’M JUST TIRED=I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE

I ALREADY ATE=I STARVE MYSELF

GO AWAY=SHOW ME YOU CARE ENOUGH TO STAY

I’M JUST COLD=I DONT WANT YOU TO SEE MY SCARS

I’M BETTER,I PROMISE=I’VE NEVER BEEN THIS BAD

I’AM OKAY=I JUST WANT TO DIE

thank you guys alot for reading i hope you guys enjoyed this blog post,i got this idea from a story from instagram,i was just looking at diffrent accounts and i opend a story,it was a girl who commit sucide,her hand was full of scars,and it was just leading to depressions was so shocked so i started writing

, the way you view yourself is so powerful that, in a 2013 study, researchers at the Florida State University College of Medicine found that normal-weight teenagers, who even thought they were overweight, were more likely to become obese later in life. Negative thoughts not only affect you mentally, but physically.

 

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